Full Moon Feels

Its a full moon today so im really taking some serious much needed care of myself. Its insane the placement of my apartment and the way the moon just shines in my space its like it was made just for me. Im a capricorn rising but my moon sign is in cancer (where you house your innermost thoughts). That probably can explain why I love the night time so much, I've been this way my whole life. I always knew that whatever passion I flowed in it would have to be something where in the dark I could still bring the light to create.

This moon cycle got me feeling so many different things that im learning through in my life.Dealing with love, self love, family and friends. Im learning who I am becoming in these relationships and how im showing up for myself. I learned that I would deeply internalize other peoples negative, depressed, sad, angry emotions as if they were my own and that really takes a toll on my emotional well being. Not that bad things dont happen but I really do believe that your life is supposed to be enjoyed, no matter what comes your way. I realize I have a unconventional way of thinking about how your life is supposed to be lived then anyone I know.

I find myself distancing from people who take from my emotional bank. I can feel my spirit parting ways with anyone that takes from my joy. I can honestly say I dont want to be around people who aren't in this frequency. It doesn't matter if its a lover, long time friend or a family member. I know that I am creating strong boundaries on who I allow to have access to my soul.

I dont know who needs to hear this but choosing God, Knowing how God works, staying in high vibrations with people who water you will strengthen your spirit. I dont have a damn thing figured out but I know what feels good. Normalize relationships where positive reinforcing is a thing in the black community. Stop giving Tina, Sam, and Joe access to call you up or come into your space and fuck up your good vibe. Peace and love Y'all.